Thursday, May 16, 2013
Lost in the Fog
I don't know. The answer I seem to have to just about everything these days. Lately, it feels like I'm suspended - trapped - in some sort of weird nether region where ambiguity looms as a dark shroud that lingers in perpetual twilight. When I try to make moves, I can't tell if I'm coming or going. Or whether I’m going too fast or moving too slow. Everything is blurry. There used to be a time when I would just flip a coin and let chance decide. Now, there isn't even a visible crossroad to hang me up on my decision. Everywhere leads to nowhere and somehow the pieces just aren't fitting together. Somewhere along the way I lost sight of things. And now I have to change focus, realign my vision, or do whatever it takes to try and get that back. I realize that if, for whatever reason, this should happen to be my last post then it has the potential to be a very rotten one, but right now it's all I've got. At the very least, I wanted to give a special thanks to everyone that tagged along and love to all that cared. It's been a hell of a ride.
Written by Nowhere Man on 5/16/2013